Dreams............just another night

night 7,

only GOD knows how i miss my bear owh so much, wondering what to do to ease his pain, what to do what to say to have you back by my side. . . .feels so lonely without you.

night 8,

only things i can do is to cook for him. . . .with all my hearts on the porridge (gyahahaha..)

night 9,

he's coming to finally pick me up, but he's weak, can even stand longer, can even talk too much.. then we decide to just walk away our separate ways..hurtfull but joyfull...

Just another night when i'm with him, yet i dont feel him....